I know that for the most part I am unhappy where i am but i have been for over 5 yrs or more so where does one find HAPPY?? Do i just jump off the cliff and hope that where is land is happy or stay where i am and pretend that where i am is OK? I miss my friend , the one that said that she would be by my side when the hard days would come, miss the one that said she loved me for helping her and getting her in a spot that without me she would never get where is , and now i am feeling abandoned.... When the weekends showed up it was good because it was the best time for us to get together.
I have never felt love like hers and now i feel empty inside. Even when i come home i feel empty inside i have lost everything . I am hoping that this next week will feel better. as for now i am going to sit and ponder the thought of you in my arms like we once had ....
Awww, you sound so much like the male version of me...I'm so sorry.
ReplyDeleteRocket, these are very hard times for you. There are no easy answers. When you have to give up a love like this it's hard to know the answer--forging ahead alone or finding a distraction. Which will heal your heart faster?
ReplyDeleteI wish i knew ..... Because feeling alone really hurts
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