Saturday, June 25, 2011

Aching inside

What a week , long work week and i am glad its over..I am not sure where I am going in life anymore. I have tried a few things this week and I just don't know if the Craig s list and the Ashley Madison things work for me I am not sure what i am doing wrong to make them work since i am all new to it. When i meet T over 6 yrs ago it just happened and we feel in love and now that she is moved on i am feeling stranded and looking for any comfort i can get. I am not and haven't received it from home in such a long time i just wish i know what to do.

I have been talking with a good friend that tells me to Cut all ties with T and its been difficult to to that we haven't spoken in weeks and i am just dying inside. I ACHE to just talk with her and poor out my feeling to her and hear her voice. I am a loving person and want to give all that love to someone that cares and loves me ....So where do i find that person ??? I know that i am told that if i stop looking that something with happen and i tried and its just hard to let go ,when there is nothing to hold on to ....

1 comment:

  1. I'm in the same boat...I too am trying to find a way to fill that 'void'. Is another affair the way to accomplish that? I don't know...it would distract me for sure. I just miss the connection. Sending you a virtual hug. I wish I didn't know what you were going through, but unfortunately, I do.

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