Over

In my heart it is over. I look at how i am being treated i don't want to stay, My wife is reading a book called 'love you not the porn' because i have such a bad addiction why can she talk to me? I must be a awful man that she can talk to me about her concerns but no she goes to a 12 step program and read book about something that is not a problem ...OH I HATE IT HERE .....There is so many things that well maybe i am looking at something wrong ...Someone tell me ....My wife makes sure that my kids are first for everything , so i guess i take care of myself and pay her rent for living in my house that i thought was once ours. I am going for a long drive today and hope i can come up with something to make things better.....